I’m not really sure how much harder this has to get before God feels I hit rock bottom. But even after we were turned away from the shelter I tried to get us signed up for yesterday I returned to where we have to live until the 1st and my NOW EX packed up his things and Abandoned Us. I just feel like when things got the hardest he decides to up and leave. We would’ve been together for 10 years in October. I will say this though because he left at such a time of desperation I am very stubborn and I will absolutely not take him back when I eventually fix everything and find a place etc. he will have to remain wherever it is he has gone to. This is completely unacceptable. It will be some time before I can get him on support for our children but as it stands the kids and finding a home for us to live in is my only REAL concern and Priority right now.